Working is Hard..

Hmm..just started working at Sunway Carnival Mall's KBS..Korean Beauty Square.
It was nice the first day,but today,the 2nd day..Is such a hectic day.
Although I got alot of sales today more than rm200..but it is so hard..
Nw i understand how hard it is for beauticians to sell their products and why selling skin care products must go for training and course. Because it is so damn hard..how can I remember all the things in one day? same as the saying goes..Rome was not built in 1 day..I m human not robot..i cant remember..give me some time..I need time to absorb..this is my first official job..
I cnt blame anyone,but I did not 1 2 do this job, my mum was d 1 that introduce me to do this job..then I thought to myself that maybe, if I did do this job, I would be able to learn new things and more. But people coming in asking all sorts of question which I cant really explain..

Skin care and Beauty products is not my speciality. I m good at talking but not selling things.
Being in this type of a job is really a type of hell for me.Also I have to make-up and wear high heels. Not really my kind of style. But I'm not complaining. The boss treats me so good,so well..I am very greatful and I really love the boss. And I am willing to learn, Although I know I dont really love this job, I will try my best, so much as I will give this job a try and do a 120% more effort. If they put me down, I will stand up again. If they say I cant,I wil show them I can. I dun 1 2 be looked down on..I am Strong and will make the best effort to do well in this job!!!!!!!!!!

Jenny jie jie, Sammi jie jie, thank you for showing me all the way, and teaching me all that you know to help me in this job..I shall eat and talk less,write and listen more..I promise you two..I will..

Tired..
XOXO..
Gwenny..

WAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! september lur..nw is raya holiday

wow..so fast is september already..never notice that time goes by so fast..sowie long time no on9..
these few days have been busy packing my luggage 4 my trip wif mummy n bro 2 klang..
daddy is working so cant follow.. :(..i will miss him 4 sure..the journey
is almost 4 hours 2 b exact..but 1 hour rest stop 4 d car engine 2 cool down..
i dunnoe wat 2 do in d car..it's not even a big car..so..i tink..i will chat wif mum till i reach there..
the school gave us more than a week's holiday..

even it's a holiday..i will b studying all d way..
mum actually planned as a study trip..my cousins are all A's students..so..
i m having massive pressure..mum compare me 2 them n makes me feel so stabbed down..
cnt believe it..but i wnt give up..oni..maths..i will..

summore..my S.S RELATIONSHIP..is like titanic n a roller coaster ride..how can it be like this..i dun 1 2 lose him at all..i need him..haih..he..realli is good 2 me..but i cant seem 2 give him wat he wants n understand him..maybe is because he stays in KL..n i m here in Penang..wat 2 do..haih..
time will tell wat will happen between us..i do try 2 understand n i m doing my best 2 be a good gf..but i wonder does he really feel it or dun at all..i really 1 him 2 noe,i try i m still trying..pls..understand..dar dar..i love u

Sick!! n with my trials going on!!!

Haiyoo..
i'm sick jor..
n now with my spm trials..
i feel so weak..
i could'nt get out of bed on monday..i forced myself 2 get up..
i had my bm paper dat day..

i so weak now..
i cant even get up..but i make myself sound like i'm very healthy..
long time no on9 d..
2day when i went 2 my fs n fb..
i saw many pretty gals n i feel dat..
outside cover is not important,it does not make d gal pretty,but the heart is what makes the gal beautiful..i wonder if ani1 support my statement..
haha..

hmm..
i wish time could stop 4 a while 4 me 2 relax n earn how 2 grow up..
i wish i could be a baby..n start my life all over again..
i 1 2 b a baby.. tatz all 4 nw..

XOXO

Sick!! n with my trials going on!!!

ick

New..Ambition..

Hey ppl..
dissapointed la..
must change my ambition..
mum says dat..it is not gonna b an easy road 4 me 2 b sum1 famous..so i m gonna head 2 bussiness administration..*i wonder if i have d wors correctly*
it covers all range so i can work 4 mass comm oso i wont noe..

Friday i had a massive fight wif my best frenz..
sad 2 noe that d person u trust so much can backstab u so deep n make u bleed 2 death..but of course..it's my heart that lost all d blood..
i cried so much dat day..
it's been a long time since i had cried dat much..
it really hurted..
does she even care?
i mean..how can u promise me 1 thing,n then promise my enemy the same thing n then
juz let me not know dat u broke our promise..it's really stupid..

But i stay professional..
by not letting her noe dat i cried..
my enemy is also blur on this matter..
so i dont plan 2 let ani1 noe..
i wrote it here is cuz i needed 2 let a lil of it go..
but no matter how deep she hurted me..
i 4 give dat idiot..
after all..she is my fren..
v still share the love..
she is a very no feeling type of ppl..dumb like wood,blur n stuff..
but thats wat frenz r 4..
v have fights but kiss n make up in d end..


Anyways..
i m hitting d text books hard 4 SPM>>
my very important year..
n trials is juz around d corner..
10/8/09-3/9/09
stupid rite??
haha..well hope 2 do my best..
if i fail..
i will juz have 2 keep on pushing n climbing..
afterall..
theres always gonna be another mountain..
we r always gonna have 2 make it move..
theres always gonna b an epic battle..but sumtimes v gonna have 2 lose..
it's not about how fast i get 2 d finish line,it's not about wats waiting on d other side..
it's all about the climb..


lyrics by..Miley Cyrus..A.K.A=Hannah Montana..
The Climb..

thats all 4 nw..
XOXO>>
GWenny

Exam papers are back..

What a week..school was boring,n tiring,n of course..teachers nagging..busy scolding us 4 not doing well in our mid year exam..
exam papers coming bck..i juz put them aside,or do the corrections..so i can get bonus marks..how devastating it was 2 have noe dat my Engkish paper was not the marks dat i expected..wat a sad moment..i din have mood at all when i got my papers..i have never got so low marks in Engish b4..now..hmm..dissapointed wif myself..

I've been on9 l8ly..2 check on my fb n fs..also my mails..i also chat wiff my frenz..but i feel bored..nothing 2 do at all other than chatting n updating stuff.. what is there to do some more other than wat i mentioned above??
my frenz ask me 2 play on9 games..i dont know how 2 play, i ask them 2 teach me, but they say..wait wait wait..wait till when ppl?? till d sky falls down?? lol..
come on..it's been half a year already n nobody is gonna help me in on9 games??

SPM is juz months away..i m so not relaxed..i wanted 2 juz finish my SPM quick n i can move on to my college life in KL..i m so happy..finally mum allows me 2 go 2 KL 2 futher my studies..
I'm working hard 4 my goals n ambition.. I 1 2 b a Veejay or Dj.. lol..
but i have 2 really study hard n so on..my language has 2 be good also..so i m aiming high in my BM,BI,BC in my SPM.. so dat i can achieve in this career..

Thats all 4 now..
XOXO...
Gwen

New..

Now is already june..a few more months till spm..
I m so sick of people telling me 2 study all the time..as if Im not studying hard enough..
Piano exam is near..juz a couple of months away..
can u believe it? It's on my brother's birthday..
So many things 2 do..
help..

I miss so many ppl..
i went bck 2 church the other day..
It made me realize that i missed all my church mates..aspecially my Junior Groupp leaders like..
Ezekiel.Hendry,Edmund,Joshua,Basil n John n all the others..
I miss the gang..
lol..



thats all 4 nw..
XOXO..