WAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! september lur..nw is raya holiday

wow..so fast is september already..never notice that time goes by so fast..sowie long time no on9..
these few days have been busy packing my luggage 4 my trip wif mummy n bro 2 klang..
daddy is working so cant follow.. :(..i will miss him 4 sure..the journey
is almost 4 hours 2 b exact..but 1 hour rest stop 4 d car engine 2 cool down..
i dunnoe wat 2 do in d car..it's not even a big car..so..i tink..i will chat wif mum till i reach there..
the school gave us more than a week's holiday..

even it's a holiday..i will b studying all d way..
mum actually planned as a study trip..my cousins are all A's students..so..
i m having massive pressure..mum compare me 2 them n makes me feel so stabbed down..
cnt believe it..but i wnt give up..oni..maths..i will..

summore..my S.S RELATIONSHIP..is like titanic n a roller coaster ride..how can it be like this..i dun 1 2 lose him at all..i need him..haih..he..realli is good 2 me..but i cant seem 2 give him wat he wants n understand him..maybe is because he stays in KL..n i m here in Penang..wat 2 do..haih..
time will tell wat will happen between us..i do try 2 understand n i m doing my best 2 be a good gf..but i wonder does he really feel it or dun at all..i really 1 him 2 noe,i try i m still trying..pls..understand..dar dar..i love u